haiz...

Like glass my heart shattered
I hit the floor
As you brought me down some more
It hurts so bad and got me so mad
But yet at the same time I was so sad
My feeling were mixed up
They were eating me...

And all it kept doing was causing hate and deprive
As if you were god you controlled me
I felt as if I kept kneeling
But how could you have so much power over all of my feelings
Can't eat no sleep
Your on my mind your all I can see
I just need to be free
But since I met you I no that can't be.

Beauty its true
If you haven't seen her you haven't got a clue
She has the body of a godess
And a face that is modess
I drive myself crazy knowing that shall never be my baby
I wish I never met her
Because I'm just trying to forget her
The pain worstens each day
When I look into her eyes it goes away
I want to tell her how I feel and do my part
But I'm scared she'll just end up breakin' my heart
If that happens that's the end
Because I can't live without her
I'm better off just dead.

Your looks are the best they can be
But the inside of you is as dark as the sea
But my eyes take the best of me
Because I love what I see
But my feelings tell me otherwise
It shows me the otherside
The side that I try to ignore
But it gets bigger to where I can't take it any more
So what should I do
Do I stay or do I leave you
I just can't get you out of my mind out of my body out of my touch
I just can't seem to get enough
But how do I through away something so perfect
I guess I can't your beauty is just so worth it.

If she was mines

I would treat her like one of a kind
I would buy her the finest
And my love for her would be the highest
I would never hurt her or make her cry
Because I know without her I will die
She's like my heart and more
If she left me I would hit the floor
So I want you to know that I will keep you forever
So please do the same so that I could live
Forever.

If it happnened if it came true
If the girl you always wanted was right in front of you
If she said all you wanted to hear
And she said it so clear
Would you take your chance with her
Or be to scared of how it might end
When she says the word that will make you bend
The words that will crush you inside and cause hate and deprive
The words that will upset you and make you want to die
The words that will just break you down inside
But who knows maybe it won't end that way
But that for you to decide
Is she the best thing for you
Or the worst thing that will destroy you.

When someone ask me what is love I say its either the best or the worst
Thing as my reply
It will be the best thing that will make it seem as if you can fly
Untill you find your wings are tempary and you come falling out the sky
It will make you the happiest person alive
Untill you find your happinest can go as easy as it comes by
You may say you never felt this way before and she's all you ever
Wanted
Untill later you find that you meant nothing
You may see the movies with the fairy tale endings
But I think its just hell pending
You may say she's not the same
But it is all just a game
So what is love you might ask
Just another faithless act.

I HATE WAN JUN! @^#%$@#^$^#%

I WAN BREAK UP MY FRIENDSHIP WIV WANJUN LE!!!

SHE HIT ME 3 KALI!!! MAH DE!! SUPER SAKIT LAH!! @&#^%@#&^@%#&@

wuhahahahaha!

Today.. 26th of september!! hmm.. wake up at 8am liao de.. but walk halfway wan do down liao de.. then think again.. mayb too early wake up liao.. hahahaha!! so i walk back to my room and sleep... wahahahah!! 9.45am jiu wake up le... Go down... nothing to eat?!!??! aarghhh!! Then i jiu drink water nia loh... hehehe... Then woooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo!! On computer! Teeet!! bla bla bla.. always same thing.. chat and facebook la.. hahahaha!! then my mom balik from market le.. then bring up hard boiled egg again.. wahahahah!! sek jou le.. hehe..

Then that stupid 7 online!! jio me go play dota wahahahaha!! always go cafe cafe.. dun wan say him nia.. play finish le.. i jiu go eat my lunch!! @%#$@#^@$#^%.. my mom say wan do chee cheong fan for me same like market de sauce de.. how i noe my own mother TIPU ME!!! arrghh!!! she just got curry de nia!!! ^#%@$#^%@$#^%!! Then my mom also got cook laksa ma... hehe.. i take that laksa de soup pour in that that chee cheong fan de bowl!! WoooooooooooooW! Yummy!! hahaha!! Then i eat laksa again... hehehe... quite siok pun.. hahhhaahahah! Then i jiu go back my comp... zzz... Then chat wiv ying awhile.. then jiu wan write this article le.. hahaha!! I donno today is saturday until i chat wiv ying.. hahaha!

I THOUGHT TODAY IS FRIDAY!! ARRGHHH!!! #*@^%#&@%

wuahahahahahaa!!

Today!! 25/9/09!! hahahaha! Wake up liao... jiu go makan hard boiled egg... hehehe... this time my mom got help me peel the shell liao... wahahahaha! If not i dun wan eat again!! Wooooooow!! Then i go take my book... hehehe... Then i see tio 1 barang very funny.... square square de... Then i go switch on that thing loh... mana zai that is computer lai de!! ahahahaha! So i online again... no study tio.. hahaha!! So.. haiyor... same same la.. facebook and wait ppl online to chat loh.. hahaha!! Then seven online!! Wooooooooooooow!! He come kacau me arghh! hate lar... jkjk.. then seeying jiu online le... woooooooooooow! Then invite seven mari chat wiv us... hahahaah!! Me and ying jiu keep pek him pay deposit!! PAY DEPOSIT AND JOIN OUR TRIP!! wahahahaha!! Like ah long sia.. nah.. this is our bukti!!!

SEVEN SAY WILL JOIN OUR TRIP IF HE WIN MY PLOCK SCORE!! AND HE NOW WIN LE!!! MUAHAHAHAHA!! U CANNOT LARI LIAO LA SEVEN!!!

then hor... chat awhile le.. i wan go out do spectacles liao!! wooooooooow!! Then go that erm.. near mati de sunshine and now is donno wad name de shop liao la.. in desa damai de..!! That optical shop i think is name.. sydney optical shop? hahahahaa! wooow! Then go in nia... that boss keep say phone ah.. hahaha! Thn her worker jiu come help me take my eye de measurements or something loh... Then choose spec awhile.. hahaha! Not awhile ah.. is VERY LONG!! hahahah! I donno wan how de spectacles mah... The whole glass table is all spectacles!! haha! Paiseh nia... then hor.. that boss cakap habis liao! then jiu go in 1 room... ml room.. ehehehe! check more my bah jiu loh.. hahaha! lalala~ my mom keep kapsiao wiv her ah.. i wait till pek cek ah... zzz... then after habis liao hor... she call me walk walk around wiv that strange strange de glasses.. kiki... ask me got pening or not ah.. then my mom jiu keep wiv her kapsiao.. i walk until my leg wan patah liao lah... and that glasses!! SO HEAVY!! my face feel like 100KG arghhH! hahaha!!

Then habis kapsiao liao hor.. jiu continue.. choose spectacles de frame!! wooow! choose ah choose! rainbow colour also got.. hahaha!! Then finally choose tio liao.. but got 2 colour 1 is black and another is dark purple.. zz.. then that person say.. choose purple more good ah.. then i ma choose purple loh.. hahah! Then jiu bill coming liao.. BILL.. hahaha! Lens RM160, then frame RM180.. WooooW! RM340!!! zzz then my mom jiu bargain wiv the worker loh.. then RM320... wooow! STILL NOT ENUF!! my mom jiu call that check my eye de person which is the boss loh.. keep bargain ah.. till RM300.. baru ka muan.. haha! Then pay le jiu byebye liao! hahaha!!

HOPE SCHOOL DUN GUAI LAN MY NEW SPECTACLES!! AARRGHHH!!!

Muahahahaha!!

Today!! 24th september 2009!?!?! hahahaha! Erm... Morning wake up... wan go down eat hard boiled egg de but.. my mom no pek for me!! then call me sendiri pek ah!! Then i jiu no eat my breakfast le!! hahahahaahha!! Then online online online play play play! WooooooooW! nonono.. before play i tell my mom:

I GO AUTOCITY MCDONALD STUDY!!! HAHAHAHAHA!!!

then hor me and cs chat wiv tatt loh...actually is chat FFS de thing de... Then suddenly donno who ah.. either me or cs la.. say we go mcd study!! then he also wan cham us.. he also say wan bring laptop go ah.. zzz...Then mah okok loh... then that stupid tatt keep call me faster go bath ah... really stupid la him.. hahaha! i no put aeroplane be4 de.. donno he scare wad ah.. HAHAHAHA! Wooooo~ then likewise la.. i always last to bath.. hahaha! cs leave his home first.. then baru me.. then only tatt.. hahahah! Me and tatt toh toh ho same time arrive at mcdonald... then bo place to sit!! arrghhhh! just see tio zhihang, iren, wenyi eating and sit in 4ppl sit de table!! zzz... Then after awhile lucky got space inside that big big de room!! hahahah!! lucky bo lang reserve that room if not we can go jiak sai liao.. no nid jiak burger!! hahahah!! We all masuk wooooo!! Then many wastes leave by that customer... kns... Then we jiu clear the table loh... adui.. actually i also do little nia.. most is zhihang , iren and wenyi do... That tatt donno paiseh de no help them!! hahahaha!

Hmm.. then cs jiu mari le... then seeying jiu mari liao! hahahaha!! Zhihang them learn akaun loh... Then we 3, tatt, cs and me.. play laptop.. hahahaha!! That stupid tatt always tripped ppl de charging laptop de wire.. hahaha! laugh die me!! Wooooooow! Then i jiu see got 1 girl sek sek geh... Yuan lai is last time we come study de girl!! argghhh!! Why she always here de!! Last time she scold me when refill water... zzz.. call me faster abit ah... sad la.. kena 9yrs old de girl bully... hahahaha!! Then later i call tatt buy for me makanan!! He really buy for me wor.. so good nia him... hahaha! Got gf de ppl noe how to serve ppl liao de!! wooooow!!! ermm.. iren also got bring fruits come 'play' hahaha! they put the strawberry ah.. and tomato.. IN SUGAR!! aargghhh!! Not a little sugar.. is alot arrghhh!! LIKE JI BUHT SUGAR AT THERE PLAY!! THEN MAKAN!! hahaha!!Then donno how long ah... ying and iren go in that play room play wiv that little girll... ying and iren kena chase by that little girl.. hahaha! Then shout lai shout ki.. woooow! whole mcdonald restaurant their sound nia.. hahaha! good pun la... scare ppl abit.. hahaha! Then we still play laptop gok.. arrghhh! Still cannot leave the laptop!!! most is cs and tatt play le.. sad nia.. hahahaha!! Then i think yiwen around 3pm baru reach!!! aahahahaha!!

Then we see whole mcdonald bo lang got laptop.. we jiu watch pps!! WooooooooooooW!! WATCH DRAG ME TO TOILET!! ahahahah!! the lao ah ma.. so cute la!! Got got cacing out from her mouth ah.. then saliva ah... then fake teeth piak out lai wipe ah... wooooow! super cute ah... hahahahhahaha!! Then especially that goat ah... so cute!!! then kena that alamia possesed become more cute!!! arrghhh!! beh tong!! feel like wan cubit that goat de pigu!! hahahaha!! then watch finish le.. then iren and ying jiu continue keep kena that small girl girl bully!! hahaha! Chase in that play room ah... Then kacau them study ahh.. hahaha! siok siok!!! woooo!! then erm.. they jiu gossip wiv that little girl le.... muahahahahaha!! that little girl, tan hui hui.. her name lah!! hahaha!! She hate boy de.. So she say... cs de hair like sai.. hahahaha! and say cs de teeth like rabbit... zzzz... laugh loh laugh loh... hahaha! but cs bo care her pun.. continue play tatt de laptop.. hahaha! Then say tatt de hair.. curly... LIKE STONE! aarrgghhh! hhaahahah! laugh die me le.. But strange wor.. she no say my hair.. hahahaha!! maybe too shit until cannot describe le.. zzz..

Then she say.. she saw ying many times le!! hahaha! then they ask her loh... when and with who makan!! Then say wiv ying de bf ar... then they ask who! then she say that dark blue shirt de boy.. then i like ARRRRGGHHHH!?!?!?! hahaha! zzz... then she also say we got kiss ah... bla bla bla... make love also got... adui.. that girl ah.. really li hai bully people!!! hahaha! then she also got say.. she also saw cs and iren be4 hahahaha!! and .. say iren is pregnant!! hahaha! cs's baby~ hahahahaha!! iren jiu laugh loh and cs maybe no hear tio gua.. (too concentrate play laptop games le) hahaha! Then ask her.. why so little noe this kind of thing liao de.. then she just laugh.. hahahahaha! NO ANSWER THEM LOH!! aaarrghhh! then i donno wad happen le.. hahaha!!

then tatt jiu wan fetch his gf le.. zzz...

SUPER PEK CEK NOW ARHH!! WHY WRITE CANNOT FINISH DE!!!

then hor ... after awhile iren and ying also ping ping piang piang wiv that little girl la... hahaha! then erm... then ying and iren kena that little girl chase until wan ^@#%$@^%#$@^% that girl le.. hahaha!!! then ying de father jiu come and fetch her balik rumah le...!! hahahaha! byebye byebye! hahaha! then that girl ah.. still no kacau tired gok.. keep kacau iren them.. hahaha!! lalala~ donno kacau wad also la.. i just noe she maybe is take wenyi de phone lai play game.. hahaha!! becoz her mom donno go where then they i think just take care of her gua.. hahaha!! that girl ah.. play till halfway.. song song shout ahhhhhhhhhhh!! walao!! her voice super sharp ar... more geng then iren!! hahaha!! then after around 1hr since tatt go fetch his gf baru balik sini.. hahaha! he say wan go swimming at that stadium at 4pm de ah... then donno his 4pm lari ke mana liao! hahahaha!! then tatt, his gf and me jiu makan again!! hahaha!! wooooow!! super full ahh... hahaha! After makan i jiu call my mom come fetch me then tatt sendiri balik tumpang his gf balik then cs also balik rumah le.. hahaha!!! WooooooW!!

When on the road wan balik rumah.. i see tio a motorcyclist.. kena lorry de ekzos pipe poooooooooooo!! hahaha!! super funny ah.. the man i think got black abit after kena the lorry de smoke.. hahaha!! so funny!! arrgghhh!! laugh die me le.. hahaha!! Then balik rumah i jiu mandi then write this cerita loh.. hahaha!

BYEBYE!! woooow!

CONCLUSION TODAY I BO STUDY TIO AGAIN!!!

SAD LA!! T_T

wuhahahahahaha!!!

OK!!! Now is 23rd september night time!! WoooooooooooooooooooooW! I go tuition bising and kacau arrghhh!! wahahahahah! When go ah.. hujan lebat loh... Go in tuition de place also all wet wet le.. hahahaha!! Then jiu wait form4 de class finish... lalala~ sit in living room go simply touch my tuition teacher de things.. hahahaha! Then form4 de finish we jiu masuk dalam duduk!! Yahuuuuu~ Then jiu write 1 essay... Then that essay like copy previous de essay nia!! Keep dot dot dot!! aahahahaha! Write finish liao jiu go watch DVD!! Wooooohuuuuuuuuuuu!!! Then take my fren de phone online awhile... hahah!! DIGI!!! RM3 per month for unlimited time to online on phone?!??! aahhh!! WHY I DONNO DE!!! haha!! Then watch watch watch donno wad show pun.. that teacher keep fast forward!!! arrghhh!! Donno the whole show do wad pun... hehehehe! then watch till high de time hor... My teacher jiu stop!! say next week continue!! arghhh!!!

I HATE SIR!! U TIPU MY FEELINGS!!!

Then we jiu go back write half half essay loh... Then jiu balik rumah liao!! WoootS!! hahaha!! Byebye... later is my private life liao.. cannot write.. hahaha! no la.. jkjk.. hahaha!! WooooW! Erm.. jiu online chat loh.. then!! later i will see DVD de!! So.. i will sleep around 3am gua?! hahahaha!! wooots~

Another hahahaha day!

Today!!! 23rd of september!! Awhile nia... Think tio holiday wan finish liao arrghh!!! hahahaha!! Morning my parents go penang loh.. Then hor... i jiu no study tio again liao!! muahahaha!! I wake up jiu... facebook ahh.... Wooooooooooooooooooooooooooooow! Then online awhile cs jiu online.. then ying online.. then wanjun online... then chat quite long la.. then i jiu offline go sleep le!! waaahahhahahaha! 1pm sleep till 3pm~ wuuhuuuuu~ THen i jiu prepare myself go tuition liao.. wahahahaha! Then go to tuition hor.. that stupid teacher ah... always so lazy... so i go there do finish he tell me to do de thing hor.. i jiu cut finger nail ah.. write adrian money ah.. Write erm.. "my name is adrian" ahahahaha! THen play wiv him awhile nia.. then he jiu go kao susan and zu en liao... then throw me away ... beh tong super boring!! and my pigu damn pain la.. the chair so keras and my ass no meat!!! hahahaha!! then lalalala~ fadai awhile then jiu habis tuition! balik rumah!! wooooW! Then jiu online again.. hahahahaha!! sien loh.. my life.. hahaha! then cs and zy jio me dota when i tuition.. always no reply them paiseh nia.. hahaha! and ying also put me aeroplane wahaahah! ask me tuition wad time then sendiri no go! hng!! wulala~ erm.. jiu chat chat chat loh.. then play Friends for sale awhile... hahaha! Then i now wan go tuition again le.. byebye!! WooooooooooW!!!

hahahahaha!!

Today!!! I think is 22th of september lah... hahaha! Hmm.. My mother call me wake up ah... Wan eat char koey kak de but i late wake up 1 hr!! Then that char koey kak cold ki liao!! I eat till... buekkk buekkk... ewwwwww~ hahahaha! I eat finish liao hor.. Then my mom wan go out market again!! aaaarhhh!! Then she ask me wan eat more?! then i ma say yess?! hahaha!! Lucky i no sleep again ah... WooooooW! eat 2 char koey kak and 2cups of tea!?!?! hahahaha!! Then i feel sleepy liao!! hahaha!! i wan study de mah... sad nia.. hahahaha!! Then i sleep till 11am loh.. Then wake up... Stomachache!!! aaaaahhh!! Then i go pangsai!! Weeeeee~ The sai ah... piak piak piak!! hahaha!! after that really song si wa ah... !!!! Then jiu nothing liao? hahaha!!

I WILL STUDY LATER DE!!!